Who Am I
A soul worn thin by the weight of purpose. I create not out of hope, but habit—carving meaning from silence, shaping beauty from the wreckage.
Hello, my name is Blade. I was born in Nepal and had a relatively normal childhood. I like computers and coding. I’m also drawn to philosophy, especially the works of Nagarjuna, Friedrich Nietzsche, and others who question the very ground we stand on. Between code and contemplation, I’m just trying to understand what any of this really means.
I also like to work on projects. Every project is a quiet rebellion against meaninglessness, stitched together with fragments of thought I can't let go of. Whether it's forgotten sketches, abandoned code, or stories no one asked for, I create not to stand out, but to stay sane. Insight? Maybe. Mostly instinct. I don't chase metrics—I chase moments. The ones that linger, even if no one notices.
I don't push boundaries for glory. I push them because staying still feels like decay. Each piece I make is an echo in the void, a flicker of defiance in a world that rarely listens. I’m not building a movement—I’m building a mirror. One that reflects the fractured, restless, human need to be felt, even if just for a second.
01 Full-stack JavaScript (React, Laravel)
02 Real-time Apps with WebSockets
03 Custom UI/UX with Tailwind
04 API Design, Auth, and Routing
05 Deployed, Scalable, and Fast
01 React Native & Expo
02 Kotlin + Jetpack Compose
03 Firebase Integration
04 Local Deployment & Testing
05 Custom Native Modules (JSI/ONNX)
01 Deep Learning Foundations
02 PyTorch Model Training
03 Research-Oriented Mindset
01 Ship Fast, Learn Hard
02 Stay Close to the Metal
03 No Framework Worship
04 Build What You Use
05 Craft Over Hype